For Everything There's a Season
 
 
We may not know the reason
For all of life's suffering and pain,
But we know everything has its season,
So the sunshine will follow the rain;
There are even times when the sun shines
While the rain is still pouring down,
 
Those moments of grace God sends us,
Reminders that He's still around;
So when adversity's fire is burning,
Expect a cooling breeze;
Know that God is right in it with you
As He moves your growth to achieve;
Embrace His tender compassion
But yield to His discipline too
For the father loves each of his children
And knows best how to nurture you;
 
When life's pruning is painful,
Don't let bitterness enter your soul,
For when pruning is done you'll be better,
Your heart and your spirit whole;
 
So if this is your season for weeping,
Know your tears will end with the night,
For joy always comes in the morning
When faith gives way to sight.

 

 

 

Things are becoming sweetier in my eyes, though it might not be the truth.

I love going to work, meeting all those smarter guys in the Firm, though I always have a feeling that I'm sooooooooooooooo stupid in front of these geniuses --- Never wanna mention those foolish mistakes I've made there.

Finally I start to cherish things around me. What I have indeed deserves some of my appreciation. Elaine's becoming a little more independent than she used to be before...she has to. Yesterday when my mentor joked with me during lunch, he said "Hey Elaine, why don't u find yourself a bf, how about XXX(another colleague)?  Do you like him?" That really striked me...his facial expression was so serious! Gosh do I really look that desperate? 

The possibility of finding a bf in HK always remains low, at least to me. I've no idea of any explaination for that. Shanghai's a little bit different though, romance can always be expected there :P  Anyway, now I'm stuck in this no-romance-ever place, without any likelihood to change the single status.

Job is another troublesome topic, that easily upsets me and my dear "nvrens". Cathryn is the toughest, wish her good luck in the coming two weeks! Jody's already settled down for the bf thing, so not that worried about her. Lynne, we might just hang out together when there's nothing else to do:P Tania has mysteriously disappeard while Bert, enjoy your exciting days in US, don't miss us too much haha.

OK I might as well cut the chatter.

Finally updates:

1. Gaining weight again for my laziness recently (missed 3 dancing training sessions already)...however energetic I was, room is the first place I wanna be after work.

2. Mum's leaving for Peking tomorrow night, for the Olympics. Last night she told me that she was kind of wanting to go for the games, and today she goes out and comes back with a ticket.

3. Holiday mood makes me struggle again. My current situation allows no trip for any sake...so shopping becomes the next choice.

That's all for today, better write sth when in good mood. Going to church tomorrow, have found a very nice new one, anyone wanna join?

 

 

 

 

After a gloomy period of confusion, loneliness and emptiness,

 

Elaine's life finally turns a little bit clearer and oriented...

 

Maybe life is like this, sometimes you get lost, but it should not be long before you find a direction.

 

The thing is, you've got to have friends to support you out of this.

 

Loving you all, my dears out there or near here.

 

 

 

 

Here's the Firm, where my new month starts.

 

 

Right now I'm not really in a bright mood, but it's getting better...

If anyone who's not happy right now, or has any potential of being blue,

Please come find me and we'll figure that out together:)

 

 

 

For some reason that cannot tell in specific, not feeling well, mentally and phisically.

 

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I guess I need some help, to get out of this gloomy unhealthy condition.

 

My sweet dear friends where are you?